Life's tough.

When the going gets tough, oh wait what is the rest of that saying, well anyway.  Life is tough.  I feel this is one of those times in my life that I will look back and say, Thank God I am not there anymore.  But hey, I am here right now, and man it is not fun.  They say, "pray about it", "give it to the Lord".  I am thinking that if so many Christians say those comments, it must mean that I am in the minority when I say, IT IS NOT THAT EASY!  I wish it were, I want to pray about every little aspect of my life, give my life ONE HUNDRED PERCENT to the Lord, but for me the OCD-control-freak that I am, I just cannot do that.  I know the Lord is standing right next to me through all of this, I know he wants nothing but the best for me, He is my one true Father, I know, I know, I know.  But when jobs aren't panning out, money is tighter-than-tight, children are going through life-altering events, husbands and wives aren't seeing eye to eye, there isn't enough time in the day, is it just me or is it hard to pray and give it to the Lord?